Sunday, May 13, 2007

roadmap of ...

I went through life with a jumbled sense of time and a jumbled sense of place...you now took a shine on someone else--some other guy --which doesn't matter anymore , should not matter anymore and not worth going to... but I still remember that four days, and it was a good four days. I remembered the good parts and the bad and the disappointment after didn't bother with the remembering then.

as one now thinks about it, now inaccessible...all the things that endeared you to me...what were those things? whatever they were...I hope they won't turn repulsive when I try to think about them again...